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Moving on..
Posted on 2/28/2009 at 3:25:52 PM
I have been debating on whether or not to get back on dating sites. I felt like if I did, it would be saying that Tommy really didn’t mean that much to me if I could already begin dating. But then today, I realized he is the one that forced me to move on. It was his choice even though I begged him to see me and love me. So…. why waste time? I’ll put myself out there, hopefully my eyes will remain open as well as my mind and my choices will be better. We will see how it goes. I will keep you posted!
Love,
Lucy
Desperation + Pain=Shame
Posted on 2/25/2009 at 5:33:52 PM
It has been a shameful day for me. All day I have thought of Tommy. My body has ached to feel him against me once more. I have texted him so many times asking to see him. Trying to keep it “light” but still, begging. And now, after hearing nothing from him again today, I am ashamed that I surrendered my dignity in my painful state. Hopefully, I will be blessed with another day tomorrow and I will try harder to resist these stupid temptations and hold my head up high and realize, his ignoring me is also a loss to him, not just to me. I deserve so much better.
Lucy
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